I wish that words were cheap enough to be taken in.

So at least, I can take it easier from what everyone wants me to do so.

All this while, I know that how much I see myself in certain issues.

But after sometimes when everyone starts to talk about it and ask me why so?

I start to have doubts about myself.

Here I was telling myself I am sure this is me and how would I react,

Next moment I have to come around and try to say come on, you are over reacting it.

How ironic?

Doubts and trusted myself for so long keep coming around to question me.

So in the end, why am I holding on and what strives me to go so long?

Am I telling myself Nothing? Nothing at all ?

Is understood that no one would totally know how it feels like and what you meant.

Probably from you not speaking it and being particular of what comes out from you.

That's your question, what do you know and how it feels like?

Is not like I never try looking in from another side cause I did and in any every other way.

It only deserve to be hidden, thats all it deserved.

Cause is just yourself and just you alone.

No matter what and how much you think is not.
Let it go because it will come around and it happened and that's about it.

missingMUMMY

happy Mother's day in advance

and happy birthday to myself in advance. ;)