HOLA everyone! Happy New Year! =D
Eventually I still choose here. hahhaa. Ok.~
I hope everyone had a good kick start for the year! Despite the dragging yourself to work. =/
So eventually, it comes clear that every single year you will experience whole new things.
And yes, I do.
All the ups and downs, all the joy and sorrows that I've been through done it and forgo it.
Everything doesn't just happen for a reason and eventually I stop questioning why.
Isn't finding what's fair will be fair, isn't blaming it makes me go some where.
You will see it will stay, it will..
No matter you thought it will not, you dislike it hate it to the core, it just will.
No matter how much you wish it will stay.. it just leaves you before you know it.
What kind of life you are living?
Same human, same kind.. but just different life.
This min you might just be so firm with your decision about what your mind sets you.
And just another min, you are there hesitating that how sure are you.
I won't wanna know how ugly things could turn out to be because eventually I still sees it.
How much I've tried to make it better, it just wont.
I know the answer but then still keep on trying because what burns me is hope.
And what brings me down is hope as well.
But nevertheless, hope still leads me..
I still see rainbows apart from the storms.
Some feelings just stay with you, no matter how long ago it is.
It just a reminder, it just a feeling.
missingMUMMY.
