When doing what you can is not enough.
When knowing you got to stand for your own reason.
I've run out of ways believing that all this will make sense after all.
Rainbow will appear after the rain, but where is it?
Hoping every single day it will be better,
But all it have done is showing me how bad it can be.
Is not showing how emotional I've become, is just showing how disappointed I am.
Hear no evil, speak no evil is what seems like is best for me.
And at this period, I just have the chance to see this all in a different prospective.
I wouldn't blame for all that had happened.
Because all I ever wanted is to go easy on whatever that is happening right now.
So many thoughts running in my mind, but I simply don't have the word for it.
I don't how am I suppose to express it out so that I can actually feel better.
Believing is the word of thinking I can make it through,
But how long can I endure or even hold on to what is holding me on?
missingMUMMY.